[current mood: unquestion-able]

Ian says it's never enough.
A razor to the wrist for each unshed tear.

im having a huge time interval in my life. right now, everything seems to be draining away at each micro-second. things that used to be right appear wrong now. and its been awhile since ive blogged. so how's life ey?? oh ya...life...i forgotten how colourful it used to be. that dark silhouette seems to drape the fusion of light in me. its dark and eerie with only pin light that overshadowing my happiness. feels like dementors sucking all the happiness in me. leaving me icy cold and incredibly unwanted.

somehow, at this point of time, i need a shoulder to lean on. ears that would listen to my troubles and laughters that humor me endlessly. someone for me to trust...someone for me to care for...someone out there for me to love. frankly, i think nothing above existed. people do come and go. no one stayed long enough to be there for you. though i heard that theres a place where troubles melts like lemondrops. and of course i know its non-existence to the reality. unless you injected yourself with subutex and there...angels awaiting to bring you to that happy place. aye, no body said that it was easy. nothing is easy in this world.

i guess...ive been deluded by all your lies and spuriousness. its time that i give up all those thoughts and uncertainties.













blog till prior notice (:
ill mask myself from now onwards